So.. like.. as some of you might now. I'm trying to pierce my lip. I'm almost done too. Ahahaha. I had to stop because my mom got home. I'm surprised she hasn't noticed this huge hole of darkness under my lip.. ohh well. I'm thinking of what kind of ring/jewelery to put through it. Hmmm. I just want a small stud for now. Something totally not noticible. Well.. that is if I get it through. I'm still kinda afraid of going all the way. To the end. To the soft part.. the soft wet inside. Ouch. I wonder how its gonna feel piercing through there. Is there gonna be alot of blood? I think its gonna expand and just... bleed and.. look all nasty. I'm almost done.

I'm going to Michaels soon to get some fabric dye to dye my pillow case for fashions class. I'm gonna put a picture of Jim Morrison on it and ask it for advice when ever I need him. Kinda like in Waynes World 2. Execpt.. without the half naked indian and... Jim Morrison really being there. lol

Wel.. what else is new?! Hmm.. I'm going to the Leger Semi Formal. Gonna be totally mother fuckin sweet. muhahaha! Well yea. Gonna get a new semi formal dress.. kick ass. The augustine semi formal was pretty sweet.. and like.. this ones gonna be even better! Hopefully Andy comes.. >__>

UGHHH! I WANNA FINISH THIS LIP PIERCING SOOOO FUCKIN BAD! The thing is.. how the fuck am I gonna hide this from my mom. I can't just take out the piercing when ever I enter the house and then put it back in when I get in my room. Techinquely I can.. but thats dirty and can lead to infection. Eeep. Ew!But I want it pierced sooo bad! I don't like the fact that I'm going against my mom and doing something she totally forbid. But like.. it looks sooo cool. The uncool thing I can totally imagian happening.. It gets totally infected.. and when I go to my mom to take care of it.. she freaks and never trusts me again.. and like.. I dunno... I got my third hole in my ear and my mom didn't even notice. I just.. really don't wanna get it infected! But it will be sooooo cool having a pierced lip!!!

Okay.. what else is there to report on. Hmm.. I'm trying to get a job at music world. That would be waaaay awesome. I've been talking to a guy that works there for awhile. He wrote some comments on my resume.. I dunno what exactly he wrote.. but.. I'll ask him next tie I see him! =D Hes pretty cute actually. When I was walking by Music World.. and he was there.. my mom grabbed my attention and said.. OMG.. Hes looking at you! He must like you!! lmao!!

omg.. I'm still trying to get it through! I'm sooo nervous! It doesn't hurt WHAT SO EVER! BUT like.. I don't want my mom to no.. or notice.. or anything! If anything she'll think its a mark or hole or scar from a zit or something! ahahaha! I love it!!!!!!!!!

So..

So, theres a man from France, Canada and Mexico on a plane. The French guy goes up to everyone on the plane, and says,
-*in a french accent* Oui, Oui, wer'e in Pari!
Everyone asked him,
-How do you know?? He replied,
-I just stuck my hand out the door and I touched the Eiffle Tower.
Everyone was amazed. "Wow, thats amazing, he touched the Eiffle Tower!"
A little while later, the Canadian guy goes to the crowd.
-Hey, guys we're in Toronto, eh?
Everyone asked him how he knew. He replied,
-Well, ya see, I just stuck my hand out the door, and I touched the CN Tower.
Wow, thats amazing everyone though. He just touched the CN Tower!
Later, the man from Mexico goes to the crowd and says,
-*in a mexician accent* Eh, guys. Guess what! Were in Mehico!
Everyone on the plane asked how he knew, and he replied,
-Well, I just stuck my hand out the door, and they stole my watch.

I'm bored and need to post some more garbage. Well.. at work today.. well.. for the week.. I won the Golden Hearts contest for the charity! 8 hours of free pay baby! Ohh yea! I'm pretty happy for that. I'm also getting training in Guest Services to apply for Crew Lead. I only have until the 20th to send in my application. But I'm still gonna try out. I know I've beenonly working there for about 3 months.. but I still wanna try out and find out my strenghts and weakeness and see what I have to work on. It'll be interesting.

Well, I can't stop thinking about semi. Bianca.. a girl from work/school that went to semi.. was telling me a story about semi.. How she and her group were looking for people in poka-dots.. to make fun of them. And they saw one girl.. and they stared at her.. and said. "Wow.. shes pulling them off!" I was like.. pulling them off? Like.. physically? Like * shows gusture of pulling something off clothing*
"No! Not like that.. Like 'Pulling Off', looking good in it"
"Ohh like that! lol"
"Yea, and it was you!"
"Cool.. wait.. I was pulling off dots?"
"......"
lol

Ehehee. Well yea.. Semi was really fun! I'm gonna go again next year.. because prom sounds boring compared to it. Less Dancing! *tear* The dancing part was awesome. Really awesome. I watched "Dirty Dancing-Havana Nights" today while straightening my hair. It was a cute movie.. kinda cheesy.. but cute. I wanna learn how to dance like that. Latin-Ballroom. It looks so fun. But I need a partner. Ahh well..

Soo.. hmm.. I wanna do something tomorrow. Dunno what though. Its sooo boring around here. Shopping N E one? I still have to write the Horoscopes for the newspaper. ahaha.. I remember when Sarina wrote them for me one time.. they were AWFUL! lmao. ahaha. Everyone in my politics class complained.. lol "I'm taking offence to this! Aries is all wrong!" lol And I have to write an article about semi. See.. this is why Juan n Andrea should of come. Help me take pictures, info, etc. >__> *shifty eyes angry evil face* lol

Yea.. so umm.. I'm eatting chili right now. A really bad idea.. food.. this late!? *tear* But my mom made it and I'm back from work.. so I'm kinda hungry after ushering. Meh. lol

Ahaha.. Van Halen.. Dance the Night Away. This song is so cute. lol One of my first VH songs. I really wanna learn how to dance after semi. My dad always makes fun of me saying how bad I dance. lol Ohh well..

-Sandra

Friday Night is goin'up inside her.. again.
Well Crack the Whip
'cause that Bitch is just Insane
[I'm Serious]

So.. its been almost a month since my last entry.. and since Justin just got a livejounral.. I feel like updating mine.
So.. what is new.. they raised the bus far to fuckin' 2.75!!! People like me can't afford that!! Noooo way in hell. Well.. today is Sarina's birthday.. 17! I need my lisence.. damn. Ohh well.. so does she. lol

Umm.. what else happened. Well, yesterday was Semi. It was reallly reallly fun! Kinda awkward sometimes. Really hot.. people dancing againist.. EVERYONE! lol.. Too bad Andy n Juan didn't come. They would of enjoyed it. If our whole group came it would of been sooo awesome. But Justin, Iffy, Opie, Jane, Joel n Sarina kept good company. lol My feet really hurt.. some girl stepped on my middle toe. with STELLIOS!(sp) Fuck.. it stillllll kills! Its all red.. and it was bleeding yesterday... its gonna turn purple soon.. *sad face*

How could she look so GOOD? How could she look SO FINE? How could she be so COOL? How could it be she might be, MINE?

Well.. okay.. today is kinda.. a confusing day. I skipped todays classes to work on my politics speech. Thats finished, I'm pretty proud of it at the moment. WEELL.. Saturday was fun!! I walked home from Long n Mquade that day.. got a wicked ass Guns n Roses tab book. Gonna go learn the Estranged solo soon.. we'll its almost all solo. Slash is so wicked. I also wanna learn the Sweet Child o' Mine solo.. and finish that November Rain solo! Sooo close.. after that I plan to finish learning the Freebird intro.. and then on to the solo!! 5 minutes of pure guitar bending action!!

Well.. yea.. I had to walk home from Long n Mquade.. because.. grr. Jane n Jasmine didn't show up.. >__> rrrrrrrr..

Well.. I'm listening to GNR.. like always at the moment. Sadly I lost interest in anime again. Don't feel like spending my money on cosplay n stuff.. I just want the guitar soooo bad! At LnM, holdin the Gibson Les Paul.. was like holding a baby! It was soo light.. and the gage was... sooo light.. it was like... a piece of heavens cloud! I need it!!

Well.. exams are coming up.. wondering what I missed in school. It was a snow day so I doubt anything important happened. I'm kinda worried for math.. I was totally gettin it for awhile.. but then.. I lost my formulas.. nooo! :'( Anthro class.. I suck.. end of disussion. Politics.. retaking. Art, retaking.

But I'm sooo in love with semster 2.... anyone have classes or lunch with me???

1. Religion - with Andy (gonna be rockin' that class)
2. Gyyyyyym!! ^___^
3a. Lunch
3bc. Sewwwing!!
4. Guitar... gonna learn that bitchin' theory! lmao


Well.. soo.. I'm bored.. gonna do a couple push ups now to get ready for gym!! GO!

Damn... I only did 20 this try.. I didn't go to my max.. like my brother does.. his max was about 60 something.. mine was 50.. flat 50! After like an hour of practicing. Thats how women are... they can take more pain then they can give. More on the defence side... which is good... the mothering side of all us women.

Speaking of women, I had to do a speech on Gloria Steinem. She totally inspiried me. I wanna me a active feminist. But like... I dunno how to get started. Men and women are pretty equal at the moment. Other then the Catholic religion and the sexually part is still off balance.. Like.. women still can't fully serve in the Cathlic church as priests.. which is gay. And the sexually part like.. guys can sleep around and its call scoring.. girls do that.. they get stoned.
Like men can do all this shit and if women do it.. its wrong. Like.. guys masturbating.. its totally normal. They do it.. but people just don't wanna hear about it.. right Sarina. ahaha.. But when a girl admits to masturbating.. shes a whore.. shes dirty... shes a butch, a lesbian!!
Women!! Stand up for your rights! If you don't masturbate.. not saying I do or anything... but like.. why should only guys get to experience this??

I just love the topic of masurbation. Its funny... lol Its only funny when people get unconfortable. I kinda opened up my horizon after Stamps class on masturbation. Being one of he only girls that spoke up on feeling a bit awkward.. I wonder.. why should I??

Its natual.. its our bodies.. and why should someone tell us what is wrong or right to do with it? Like guys do it.. and brag about it in class- DON'T LIE!! I heard it!! I've heard my brother brag about it.. gross!! I've seen two guys masturbate with a CELL PHONE right in front of me. Why should this only be limited to boys? If a girl does it.. its wrong.. But masturbating also makes the hormonal balance when your on our menstural cycle a bit more balanced. Ew.. masturbating while.. ew.. that kinda sounds gross. LMAO



I wonder how many people are gonna read this. It really is awkward.. I feel like.. gross telling people my opinion on this.. touchy subject. LMAO


OKAY.. thats enough.. pretty much thats the kind of stuff Ms. Steinem talked about. She wrote an article called, If men could menstrate. Ahaha.. men-strate. I really enjoyed reading it. Its quite witty. I really enjoy her work. Wish I could be more like her... or Slash. lol

Well.. what else happened. Gonna go do more push ups! GO!! 26! Yay!... not really! Gonna try n go for more later!

Well.. what else is new.. I wannna play guitar right now sooooo bad! REALLLY BAD! I was allowed to today. at all.. because my mom was being all mean.. and was all like.. you skipped today.. so no guitar yada yada.. yoda... thiyoda... ehehehe.. well.. If I don't end up playing guitar.. I'll just watch my GNR World Tour DVD in Tokyo.. Japanese people singing alot of Mr. Brownstone is quite funny. muaha.

Well, this has been a long entry.. more push ups! GO!!!!! I couldn't even go over 20 in one try... sad face.. I must be getting tired.. or something.. well.. hmmm.. new news!! I like 4 guys!! I knew I couldn't go a year without a crush! They;re all REEALLLY small crushes.. 1 is almost Miguel.. ever since seeing him.. *shakes fist*.. and this one guy from work.. I'm like 98% over him.. basturd.. and this other guy.. he knows I exist! Sarina knows what I'm talking about! LMAO

Uh huh.. this is a pretty long entry... Must be MILLIONS of grammarical and spelling errors. Oh well. I'm no genous.. I wonder who well read this.. Surely I won't.. my attention span sucks.. BYE NOW!!

Well, friday was kinda a weird day for me. And ever since that really bad headache, I've been getting depressed easily and crying everyday.

I'm sorry if I worried anyone or ran away from anyone. I just didn't want you guys seeing me upset or crying. I just had alot to think about. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset any of you guys. I just didn't wanna think about anything that would make me randomly cry.

Its not that something is physically hurting me, I'm just getting randomly depressed. I don't know why. If I knew I'd tell you guys.

I just need this time to think about somethings. If I'm ignoring you guys, its only because you're my closest friends and seeing me upset you guys... might make me cry.

-Sandra

Happy New Year my friends! Its... 7 minutes into the new year.. And I'm kinda tippisy. Ahaha. Soo.. 2007 has finally come and its time to embrace the new year. The year I become 17, I start my last year of high school, they year I might get my first boyfriend. Ohh.. whatever happens happens.

Soo.. 2007. Sounds like a gay year, but 7.. is a lucky number. And if your happy for the new year.. the beginning of it.. like.. about this time.. that will reflect your whole year. So I'm trying to be as open, and flirtatious and sweet as possilbe. Maybe I'll get a boyfriend.... I HOPE! A new year will call for new intentions and interests. I have no crushes at the moment.. which is really odd because I almost always have a guy to chase around. Maybe this year guys will be chasing me.. ha! I wish... >___>

My hear hurts.... I shouldn't of drank that.. wine? Champage? So fast. ehehehe. But yeas.. I have some new years resolution to furfill(sp).

1. Become a little less anti- social
2. ' ' Open up to people a little better
3. Lose some weight/become more active.
4. Finish my story!!!!
5. Start and finish my MANGA!!
6. Learn to save money! I'll need you're guys help on this!! Pleeease!
7. Get a bit better marks by starting to care... especially in math!!
8. Dye my hair blonde some time
9. GET A BOYFRIEND!!
AND LAST BUT NO LEAST!
10. HAVE A WICKED ASS COSPLAY OUTFIT FOR ANIME NORTH 2007!!!!

Okay.. so thats about all my resolution.
But how shall I fulfil them? Well. I'll try to be more open with people. Like... when people talk to me.. not to buzz them off. I sometimes do that.. or in a conversation.. zone out.. or answer with one answer.. yes.. no.. nah.. whatever... bad habit!
3. I'll.. maybe go to the gym, and I'm thinking of trying colon cleansing pills. I hear thy're pretty good. 10 pounds of waste GONE in about a month. Next time I'm in the nature health store.. I'll buy some.
4. Finish my story.. its been a year!! A year!! Not done yet.. I'll try.. but I'll need some inspiration!
5. Yea... I gotta practice drawing my anime again.. I totally suck now.. v.v
6. Yea... I'll try to save money. I'm not spending any until anime north. I'm gonna put all my holiday earnings in my uni fund, and then start saving for Anime North. About 150-200 for mny costume depending... And 200-300 on just.. Anime North. The rest will go to Uni and my guitar. And Acoustic Electro... Gibson Les Paul can wait :P (l)
7. STUDY!!!
8. I wanna be blonde.. really bad.. ya know....
9. I wanna get a boyfriend.... bad!!! Ya know...
10. And yea... cosplay.. I'm taking the sewing class in school.. so it will probaby give me a few tips and more confidence in my work with the sewing machine. Plus since I'm gonna get better at saving money, it shouldn't be hard at all. =/

Well, yea.. Those are my resolution. Kinda... I really wanna lose some weight. Dunno how much... just so I'm way confy with myself. We'll see how that goes. I wanna be able to go to a gym... but everyone is gonna be signing up now. Maybe I'll just play Dance Dance Revolution ALOT. At least once a day.. =/ We'll see how that goes.

Anything else.. Yea.. The crush is.. I don't like any guys. Does that mean.. I wouldn't like anyone through out the whole year? Hmm *sigh* I wish someone would like me.. v_v I hate never having a guy like me.... Ohh well.... We'll see how 2007 carries on. Maybe it will turn out well for the single folk.

12:26! =D 26 minutes into the new year... thats pretty sweet. I'm gonna have a hard time writing 2007 on all my dates and shit. I still sometimes write 2001, 2005, random things like that. Its sad. I actually wrote 2007 once.. in 2006 ahahahhaha! What.. what year is it.. The year of.. the PIG!! I think its the piggy! Awww
Well.. it will be.. in Feburary!

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Everyone who reads this.. please remember your dream! The first dream you have of the year will reflect your WHOLE year! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!

....to be continued

Okay.. Okay..

So today is Dec 30th. I was gonna go to a show at the Hype today.. but I work.. so.. screw that idea. I wanted to go.. buttttt... its better to get paid then have to pay money :D Awesome Philosohy(sp)

I just came out of a nice long bath(8 minutes, woot), and now I'm just thinking about that episode of family guy, WOOOAH.. WHERE'D THAT COME FROM!? Now I have the Ievan Polkka song stuck in my head. You know that Finniland song they stuck with Orihime from Bleach spinning the Leek?! It wouldn't come out now! Dang! Well yea.. doo doo doo*tries to hum tha song*

Yea.. Christmas break has been sweetningly amazingly.... lonely. I only see Iffy at work.. and well.. At least I have MSN to talk to people. Hopefully I'll get to correspond with people on LJ. Hopefully I didn't get this for nothing!

Well.. yes... I started Bleach I think it was Wednesday.. I'm on episode 35.. though I haven't watched any episodes yet today. I will after work. My goal is to get to episode 48 by the time I go to bed! Woot! Realisticc plan for me. Bleach is pretty awesome, its too bad I got into it at such a last time. With all this Bleach interest.. I got my love for anime back. This is really the main reason I got LJ. I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllly wana go to Anime North now. Sooo gonna cosplay. I kinda wanna go as Urahara, because hes my fave character and hes so cute.. but I'd rather chase around one and be one.. if you get what I mean.

Yea.. cosplaying wil be so fun for the year 2007. EWW.. 2007. Gross year. But since I work n all.. it wont be to hard getting money for the merchandise and fabric for my coplay outfit. But I gotta figure out who to go as. I almost wrote ASS there. ehehe ^__^;;;

Yea.. cosplaying is always fun. That kinda reminds me of the time me n Andy and my brother went for a walk in the park when therre was SNOW! How I miss snow!! And he were playing the Rock Paper Scissors game, Roo, Sham.. Bow? Something like that.. I can't spell. And then we pretended to be InuYasha characters. No matter how immature that seems... it was way fun! Ohh.. I miss snow... And I miss InuYasha. It was a good anime. You know... I never finished an anime. I wanna gonna finish Full Metal.. but I got lazy. Its so short to! Eehehehe TToTT



But yes.. cosplaying. I can't get my mind off of it. I'm gonna try save 200-300 dollars for anime north. And about 150-200 for my costume. Everything else goes to my university fund and and guitar I feel like buying. I wanted a Gibson Les Paul.. but my Epiphone Les Paul 100 is actually realy good since I figured out how to play with my friends amp. Ehehehe.. tsupid bass and treble numbs. eheheh... ANIME NORTH 2007, HERE WE COME!!

So yes.. after awhile. I finally gave in. got one of these livejournals. And no ones here to congratulate me. Ohh well. Any updates. Now as I think about it.. I have a hella lot of homework to get started on. Really totally sucks. Politics ISU.. Anthro ISU.. Damn, Sarina n Ashley been step it up and finally take some interest. I really need that mark.

So.. anything else. No.. not really. Christmas has been going well. I got a new guitar case for my electric. I like it! ^__^ And.. clothes? Thats pretty much it so far. OHHH! OHHH! I dyed my hair again! Its a REAAAALLLLLY dark red. Like.. my mom though it wass black in darker lighting. Muhahaha!